ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. withdrawal symptoms are symptoms of withdrawal. not very nice. drawing is nice, withdrawing isn't. let me go inject myself with a dose of....ouch. don't think so..

yay end of year holiday to melbourne is confirmed! 7 Dec to 21st. long long one. yay! at least something to look forward to.. hopefully, it's a recce session as well.

let me go take a breather.